February 1, 2023

Me: Lord, I’m so happy to be here with you! Mary, I know you’re here too. Thank you.

Lord, I’m sorry for my many sins. I always need to try better. Lord, thanks again. Are there any words? Lord I ask for Your Blessings, Your Graces and Your Love.

I hear singing: Hosanna, Hosanna in the highest.

Me: How do you hear all the prayers?

Lord God Almighty Father: Time is not the same as you believe it to be.

I see like a dome or globe. Angels singing, praising God around the top, like dancing ribbons of gold. Joyful noise, but I was wondering how God hears our prayers through that and with mutliple people praying at once.

Two voices in unison (Lord God Almighty Father and Mother Mary): Daughter, daughter.

Lord God Almighty Father: When will you repent?

Me: This Saturday? First Saturday.

Reminder to me to confess all sins, even old, here.

Lord God Almighty Father: It is good and righteous to give Me your all. Let it be so.

Me: Yes, Lord. Help me make a good confession.

Lord God Almighty Father: Little child, comfort Me with your presence.

I saw this globe, like encompassing all of Heaven. Time is like a bubble or sphere or a whole bunch of them connected. I saw a reaching out to someone prayimg from the large globe/bubble down to another very tiny one that had someone in prayer in it, like from Heaven down to Earth, and drawn up closer, but never leaving the original globe/bubble. Like picking up a bubble, looking at it and replacing it gently. Like how bubbles can go within other bubbles. You know how sometimes you can move bubbles and they are all joined and sometimes even one can be moved inside another? I can’t explain this well. But it was beautiful and showed me how God can listen to all of our prayers no matter if they are at the same time. And how intimately He listens to each person praying. And you know how sometimes you can hear your own heartbeat and everything else is in the background? Well, it was like that, but the heartbeat was the conversation being had between God and that person praying. Then, I could hear the Hosanna songs of the angels again when the bubble was replaced but quieter.

Lord God Almighty Father: Time does not heal all wounds. Only Jesus heals. Come to Me in prayer and thanksgiving.

Do not worry so about time. Worry is not of Me, remember. To be of Me, give Me your continuous “yes”. Give Me your heart.

Me: Hosanna! I sing your praise. Thank you.

Lord God Almighty Father: Remember your brothers and sisters who are far from Me. They do not sing so.

Me: Help me to pray the Rosary with my family. Please let them all believe. Hosanna in the highest, I praise you. I love you. I thank you.

January 26, 2023

Me: Hello, Lord!

I offer you this joy and laughter in my heart today. Thank you for my kids and family and all our blessings.

Let us grow as your family, Lord, with you always in the center. Lord, I love you. Are there any words? Thank you for this joy. I offer it to you.

Lord God Almighty Father: Thank you, child. I bless you.

Me: And my family?

Lord God Almighty Father: Yes, child.

Me: And all these other children who love you and follow you?

Lord God Almighty Father: Yes, child, I bless them too.

Me: Thank you.

Lord God Almighty Father: Child, time is short. Tell your brethren to repent. Show them this love by calling them louder to repentance.

Me: Okay. How do I get them to listen? It doesn’t seem like anyone is listening. Maybe they are.

Lord God Almighty Father: Sing! With joy! I bless you with joy now so you can spread My Word.

(I’m so filled with joy, I feel I could burst! I am not usually so joyful.)

Me: Lord, will this last? It’s such a happy feeling.

Lord God Almighty Father: My disciples felt this joy with the Holy Spirit. It cannot be denied after the Pentacost.

Go forth and preach.

Me: Didn’t you send the disciples two by two? Who am I to be with? Will you send someone with me? And how do I preach? I am not a priest. I can read these notes. Is that what you want?

Lord God Almighty Father: I will provide.

Me: Okay. I trust in You.

Me: How do I preach? Or do I just trust You there too?

Lord God Almighty Father: Meld your will with Mine. (I saw like a metal being forged in fire here). Let it shine.

Child, I will mold you like metal in the flame. Your “yes” allows Me to continuously refine you and melt off the impurities. They need separated from the gold within. The “yes” allows you stay in the flames and be molded. This fire is My Sacred Heart. I cannot mold My Children who do not come to Me. They are not in the Furnace of My Love. So simple. Come to Me, Children. Stay in the Fire of My Love.

Me: Oh, it is simple. The little way is through Mary? Where is She?

I understand about the cold hearts you mentioned. They need to get in the fire.

Lord God Almighty Father: Mary is with you, little one. Don’t you know that?

Me: Why can’t I ever hear her?

Mary Mother of God and Beauty of the Ocean and World and all of Heaven (I was so excited, this is what I thought to call Her):

(My name). Daughter.

Me: Yes, Mary?

Queen Mother Mary: Why aren’t you kneeling? Your Father is addressing you.

Me: Yes, Mary. Thank you.

Queen Mother Mary: Child you will have much to suffer still, but I will be with you. Offer all your sufferings and joys up to God. Offer your all to Him always.

Me: Yes, Mother. Thank you. Don’t leave.

Queen Mother Mary: I will never leave. I am here with you and all My Children. Believe.

Tell My Children I love them, and My Heart is sad at their sins that hurt My Jesus. Please don’t hurt My Jesus. Repent. I love you and want you to be in Heaven. True joy is love of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit. Be at peace. Pray with me. Always.

Me: Thank you. Amen.

January 19, 2023

Me: Dear Lord, I cannot get in to see you right now (church is locked), but I’m here out front. Dear Lord, please, I ask for protection and healing of my family, both mentally and physically. Please take care of us.

I am sorry for all my transgressions. I am sorry I fail so often as a mother. Mother Mary, please help me too. Help me to be even a little smidgen like you.

Lord, are there any words?

Lord God Almighty Father: Do not let the days anxieties overcome you, daughter. They each have their moment, and I give you the grace you need to overcome them. They will not take you.

Me: Sometimes they feel like they will. They feel too much. I get really scared and tired and overwhelmed.

Lord God Almighty Father: But, daughter, you are not. See? The power of the Holy Spirit dwells within you and all My Children. How could it not? You are Mine, made in My Image. I do not have faults, dear children. Any anxiety need not be.

Me: Then why do I feel this anxiety? And so often? Surely I can do better but how in the moment when I am unnerved? How do I remember this Holy Spirit is with me and not to be scared? I am!

Lord God Almighty Father: Hold tight to your Rosary, child.

Me: I can’t seem to make prayers formed when I feel so bad. What do I do? Please?

Lord God Almighty Father: Child, call upon the Holy Spirit.

Say, “Come, Holy Spirit, come. Be with me. Bring me peace.”

Once you have settled, your soul can recite the Rosary. Meditating on My Mysteries will calm your mind and bring you into the story of My Life and Death. When your thoughts are with your Jesus, how can you be sad? Rejoice! He died and rose for you! You cannot be sad then. The anxiety is not of Me, but I allow you to face this trial. You must be made stronger. You must remember you are God’s, and God’s mouthpiece, and you are Mine. I want you minted in gold and silver.

Me: Like a coin?

Lord God Almighty Father: Pressed, molded in My Image. Yes, like a coin of greatest value.

Me: Should something like this be felt to be nothing? Lord, I thought we were dust and to be humble?

Lord God Almighty Father: Little child, you are nothing alone. Yes, this is true. This is why you need to be made whole again in My Image. Be made one with Me.

Me: Is this through Baptism?

Lord God Almighty Father: Baptism and a continual giving. A continuous Baptism and surrendering of your will.

Me: Isn’t Baptism a one time thing?

Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, come into the Streams of My Mercy and Love. You are continuously reborn in My Image when your yes is My Yes.

Me: And what of those who have never been Baptized? Maybe even don’t want to be? I don’t know if I want your answer here truly. Is it to pray for them?

Lord God Almighty Father: First, the heart needs to be made flesh again. (Made uncold). Start by warming the heart with kindness and humility and love. But remember time is short. Do not disbelieve and do not put off acts of…?

Me: Acts of?

Lord God Almighty Father: Love, child.

Me: What is an act of love? Putting money in the poor box? Holding a door for someone? What is love?

Lord God Almighty Father: For you, it is sharing My Words.

Me: Really??

Lord God Almighty Father: Yes, child. It is important to show your love by believing and sharing that faith courageously.

Me: Okay. How else? What if someone isn’t hearing words to share?

Lord God Almighty Father: Each heart can listen and know really what they are being asked to do to show love. It doesn’t have to be complicated. Did you make your bed?

Me: Really? What?

Lord God Almighty Father: Make it with love if you are blessed with one and thank Me for it. If not, thank Me for what brings you comfort. Is it a soft blanket? The hug of a spouse? The smile of a child? It does not have to be a thing. But your gratefulness is love.

Me: Wow. Okay what else? What about loving our neighbor? I really tend to think of giving food donations and that’s about it.

Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, there isn’t a playbook like (in) a game here.

Me: Sorry, Lord.

Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, remember the Beatitudes. I have given you guides already.

Me: Yes, that makes sense.

Lord God Almighty Father: Teach the Rosary. Recite the Rosary in groups. You will be blessed for this. Call upon My Blessing and the protection of the Archangels. Call for St. Joseph to help you pray for your family. Great love can be shown through humility and submission. St. Joseph can be your guide and example here.

Me: Yes, thank you Lord for St. Joseph. And all the angels and saints! And souls in purgatory…please help them! Bring them to Heaven to be with You.

Lord God Almighty Father: It is good to remember the holy souls who will one day rejoice with Me. Remember to keep clean your own soul.

Me: Lord, how long does a cold heart take to warm? So many believe nothing.

Lord God Almighty Father: Be at peace, daughter. I will decide when a miracle happens. But not all need a miracle.

Me: But everything about You is a miracle!

Lord God Almighty Father: Yes, but a hug is a gift. Can’t you give this gift?

Me: Yes? You don’t want me going around hugging strangers, do you?

Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, give us a hug by being obedient. I will provide.

Me: Us?

Lord God Almighty Father: Some need to decide. And once they decide, then My Miracles can flow in, My Grace’s melting/melding with their yes to form Streams of Mercy and Love to others beyond. It will be beautiful!

Me: Thank you, Lord. I love you.

Lord God Almighty Father: Good night and be at peace, My dear child.

December 11, 2022

I asked if there was anything specific I was to pray for last night.

The response was to pray for Ukraine.

Please let’s all pray for Ukraine.

Nov 18, 2022

Me: Dear Lord, Hi Lord,

Are there any words you want me to share? Or anything? My head is hurting, but I’m listening.

I offer you my headache and backache and coldness.

I’m always distracted it seems.

Lord God Almighty Father: Take heart, My young child. You are never alone. It’s not about listening as much as being a channel for Grace to flow. Be one with Me always.

Me: How, Lord? I sin and sin and sin some more.

Lord God Almighty Father: Come clean then. It is not difficult?! You want Me to say it’s okay, you’re good enough?

Of course you do, but would you want the doctor to not bandage the wound after cleaning it? So you must keep the wound clean! Your sins cause wounds, child. Why do you think I want you to keep away so? (Away from sin.) Yes, like a child you will scrape your knee, but it can mend! But do not allow rot in. Do not let your wounds and sores fester. This makes sense to you.

Me: Yes, Lord. Thank you.

Anything else?

Lord God Almighty Father: Tell My Children it will be cold soon for many. The winter approaches, and there will be little warmth. Look after your brothers and sisters both spiritually and physically.

Me: Should I get blankets or something?

Lord God Almighty Father: Start first by warming your heart. The Flames of My Love will burn within your heart. Call on Me. The Fires of My Love will cause you to rejoice even when in pain. For who can… (or cannot dance ???-I lost hearing the words here. I don’t know if can or cannot dance was even said.)

Me: I lost it, Lord?

Lord God Almighty Father: Yes, your will needs to be strong and to be strong it needs to be Mine. Allow it to be so, little ones.

Me: Lord, I offer you my day each day? How more do I give you my will?

Lord God Almighty Father: It is a constant surrendering. The will does not like to be told what to do, does it? But this is what must be done. Submit yourself to My Holy Will, and you will rejoice! The Flames of My Love will cause hearts to rejoice! (It will) Inflame the hearts of all mankind.

Cry out: Sacred Heart of Jesus, inflame the Love of Your Heart within mine! Do not let me become discouraged, but instead dance with the Joy of Your Love and Forgiveness and Mercy.

Pray, child! Pray for this! Yes, this is the Holy Spirit. So great is the joy and wonder of the Holy Spirit. One second of this infusion and you will know the joy of the Disciples on that Holy Night. (Descent of the Holy Spirit.)

Me: But don’t we receive the gift of the Holy Spirit at Confirmation? Why don’t we all know this joy, this feeling?

Or do we?

Lord God Almighty Father: Suppressed but not gone. Not missing. Restore this Love, this Power, this Grace. I am the True Power. It isn’t your’s, but I give to you and to all My Children for these are dark times and without the Light of the Love of the Holy Spirit, it would indeed be dark days with no hope. So yes, rejoice, and with this power, draw others to the Light and the Flame. Like a moth to flame, like a babe to mother’s milk, I draw you near. Rejoice! For the end is near but not nigh, and I will reign in all My Glory as King of Kings! You witness these words so others may believe.

Me: Lord, sometimes with the end days talk, that is scary and confusing?

Lord God Almighty Father: Yes, only the Father knows the Hour of the Judgement. Do not fear. Each day may be your Judgement Day, so rejoice!

Me: Rejoice?

Lord God Almighty Father: Child, your ways of earth are not Mine in Heaven. Yes, we rejoice and hold you dear (or near?) and want you here with us.

Me: Us?

Lord God Almighty Father: All of Heaven.

Rejoice! Stay clean. Love and pray for your brothers and your sisters. Go to Confession. Join in the Celebration of the Eucharist. Be made clean if needed. Children, you have much to do! Many prayers to say, many songs to sing, and, yes, many shouts to shout and celebrations to announce! For you are God’s Chosen People, a Light on the Hill. Spread your Light that is Mine, children! Rejoice and be glad! For the Good News is with you and inside of you (Eucharist). Rejoice and be glad! I Am here with you! Rejoice!

Me: Lord, thank you.

My note: I can feel so much love and excitement, like heat inside my chest. Like how you may have some really exciting news to tell your mom or something but more so. It’s thrilling! And it doesn’t feel like I have to have a plan, just follow this feeling and do what I’m guided to do in the moment if that makes sense. And, of course, pray.

Me: Thank you Lord. Amen. Thank you.

Nov. 3, 2022

Me: Dear Lord,

Thank you for this time together! Yay! It’s so nice to not hear all the noise and be here with you. My heart is happy.

Lord, are there any words you want me to write and share?

I’m sorry too for my many sins. Please forgive me and make me more pleasing to you.

Lord God Jesus Christ: (Note: I write these words down quicky and then go back later and make spelling and grammar corrections and also add in who is saying what. When I tried to write Lord God Almighty Father here, I was corrected to write Lord God Jesus Christ and again also a couple more lines below… whenever we were talking about the Eucharist. The voices sounded no different to me.) Little one, you are still distracted.

Me: Yes, Lord.

Lord God Jesus Christ: Do you see Me in the Eucharist?

Me: Well, no. You’re in the tabernacle.

Lord God Jesus Christ: Child, I am everywhere. The Eucharist is how I make Myself known to you. But truly I am All and All is everywhere. Do you understand?

Me: I understand you love me even if I am ugly with sin. But you want me to get cleaned up. All of us.

Lord God Almighty Father: Yes, child. Always make a true and contrite confession. Your heart needs to be humble and clean before Me.

Me: Yes, Lord. Help us all get to and use the Sacrament of Reconciliation. Help my family do that too. Please help convert my unbelieving family and friends. Help and protect the priests and religious. I know they are under severe attack.

Lord God Almighty Father: You are right to call your prayers down for the priests. They need many prayers to be brought before Me.

Me: Please help them. Saints and souls, please help too. Mary and Joseph, please help.

Lord God Almighty Father: Child, write. The winds blow harsher now. The whispers you here are not always Me.

Me: No, I felt that coldness and dread. Is there an evil here now? St. Michael, protect us.

Lord God Almighty.Fathee: The Legions of Angels stand by to guard and protect and fight. There is a battle raging around you.

Me: How? I’m in a church.

Lord God Almighty Father: The Church is a battleground, and you are soldiers. You are My children, yes. But you must also be willing to fight. I sent a Child into the world. A Gift and a Soldier. The Soldier, the Ruler, the King. Who are you to follow? If you stumble on the battlefield, Your Leader is there. If you hesitate and run, who can save you? You will be left for beasts and crows.

Me: Lord?

Lord God Almighty Father: Follow Me, and you will be redeemed. Even if you stumble, you will not fall and be trampled. I will lift you up. Follow Me always.

Me: Lord, I remember once seeing Mary and being like knighted or something and being welcomed into her Army. Am I in Hers or Yours? Or how does that work? (Note: This question relates back to a vision I had years ago-I think my first actually-right after completing my Consecration to Jesus through Mary using St. Louis DeMonfort’s teachings.)

Lord God Almighty Father: You have dedicated your heart to Mary and, through Mary, to Me. She has brought you to Me.

Me: Lord, I am not good enough to be in either of Your Armies. I am not strong and can’t even seem to get fasting down. I guess I should ask for help? Holy Spirit, help me to do better.

Lord God Almighty Father: Offer your every minute to Me. Not everything has to be a verbal prayer. Offer Me your day and, then do your best in all you do. This is a way to give your everything in a continuous prayer.

Me: Thank you, Lord.

Lord God Almighty Father: Remember your Rosary.

Lord God Almighty Father: You are weak. To become strong, constant prayer is to be your diet. Offer Me small fasts at first, and they can grow. Offer mortifications as able, My children. Not everything is to be pleasure and happiness in this life. Suffering has its place and can also be offered to Me. It is not of folly to suffer for Me. It is folly to believe only happiness matters. So many of My children are pursuing happiness always. You were not meant for that. Why do I give you tears if they are not to be shed? Yes, I don’t want any (of) My children to dispair or become dispondent, but recognize the place suffering and happiness have. Can you have shadow without the light and light without the shadow? Is the shadow wrong? No, the shadow is not evil. The shadow highlights the beauty of the light. It is Mine. Remember the devil can come as light. Do not be afraid, but do not be fooled, simple ones. Dedicate your heart to Me, and there will be no confusion.

Me: Lord, you have my heart, my heart I give you through your Mother Mary. Thank you for Her and Her Beauty and Wonderfulness! Sorry I don’t have better words to praise Her!

Holy Spirit: Go, child, and proclaim the Good News! Your Father loves you, and wants you here with Him. Remember to love Him through your everything. Go to Confession and join with Him in the Eucharist.

Me: Lord, why didn’t you say join with Me and remember to love Me?

Lord God Almighty Father: I am Three and Three in One. The Holy Spirit was talking through you about the Good News.

Me: Lord?

Lord God Almighty Father: Be at peace. This is not mystery for you to understand, just believe.

Me: Lord? That was a trick of my eyes? (Note: At this time, I saw something dark to my left, out of the corner of my eye. It was just for a split second and then was gone, but it startled me. It was not a good something.)

I stop and say the St. Michael prayer.

Lord God Almighty Father: You know it was not.

Me: Please protect me and my family and all here.

Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, you have My blessing for all you asked for. Be at peace.

Me: Thank you, Lord. I love you. Amen.

October 10, 2022

Upon waking I heard…

Death comes to the nation of America. And then I saw the president.

A few minutes later I saw what I think was the Mexican flag hanging limply. (I don’t think the two are necessarily related.)

Note: With this please pray heavily for discernment. Sometimes messages are not from God and are meant to confuse or scare me. This one I am unsure of because it didn’t say something like pray for America. God is very direct with Me and always tells me things like pray, make use of the Sacraments, etc. But, regardless, please pray for America and Mexico.

I did pray afterwards and ask God later if this above message was from Him, and He didn’t say yes or no.

He said to pray for your nation (I’m American). Its children will grieve.

Oct. 7, 2022

I saw Mary, Queen of Heaven and Earth, with a gold crown and in all white. She was above the ground in the clouds. She had an oversized white mantle made of what looked like white silk the draped down and became a four pointed tent below her that had open front panels. Inside of it were people of all races and nationalities. Queen Mother Mary looked very serious and earnest and she was gazing out onto a giant field or landscape. I did not hear anything. It looked like she was calling her children from the fields to Her and the tent with Her eyes.

A little later on, I was in landscape in front of Queen Mother Mary, quicky grabbing at the hand of someone near me (don’t know who) and trying to run them up to the tent. It reminded me then of, “the harvest is plentiful, but laborers are few”. It was like a big storm was coming in, and we had to get into the safety of the tent quickly before it started. There were more people spread out in the field idling about. Not everyone knew what was going on, like how a young child might be completely unaware of a danger approaching them and then an adult would have to snatch them up and get them to safety as quickly as possible. The feeling to get to the tent and quickly was urgent.

Oct. 6, 2022

Me: Dear Jesus, Lord God Almighty, sorry I’ve been distracted. Lord, I am here. Help me be fully here. Lord, are there any words?

Lord God Almighty Father: Child! Wake up!

The time is near. Awake! Awake from your slumber! Why do you call Me with sleep in your eyes? Didn’t I tell you to be like the wise virgin? You do not know the hour of My return. Children, be at peace. But do not slumber. You are not only My children, but My soldiers. Bring your brethren home with your prayers. Bring your brethren home with your sacrafices. For who will feed My sheep if you will not?

These, these are your brethren. The lost and forgotten. The saddened. The forsaken. The child with no mother. The mother with no daughter. You, daughter, have much. Remember those without. And pray.

Me: Yes, Father. What of the people I saw this morning? Are they real? (I had seen a group of people, they looked like maybe prisoners of war. They were mostly in greens and browns and were behind a large fence.)

Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, many are the ones with nowhere to go, no home. But they are like Me. For what place did I have to lay My Head? So My children will roam. Some will be in cages. Some are already in cages and do not realize it. Cages are not of Me, little one. I will not take your freedoms. Beware those who will or who call freedom something else. For are you free if you are a slave to sin? Surely not. Your will can bind you in many ways. Be free in My Sacred Heart. Enter it and know freedom, for even if caged in earthly realms, still you can be free through Me. Remember this and do not despair when things come to pass that otherwise would break you. The flesh is weak. Do not despair. Do not become despondent.

You are not alone.

You are not alone.

You are not alone.

Remember the angels and saints. They do want to help you! Ask! Remember them. Yes, they praise Me but you are also their brethren and they want so much for you to join them. The love they send! The love you have and don’t know! How every heartbeat would be a song to Me if you only knew a breath of this love! But it is there! You only have to quiet your heart and listen. The veil is light now.

Ah, My child. Yes, I hear you. How do you get others to hear? It’s not so easy for everyone. That is why there are stories and books of saints’ lives and encounters with My angels to help. And, yes, you prophet, you listen and listen like I have called you so you can speak. I chose you not because you are important. I choose My mouthpieces as I please. And with you I will speak. Believe! Believe, little children. There is little time for indecisiveness. There is none. The time is now to come to Me! Wake up!

Me: St. Anthony, can you help me? St. Teresa the Little Flower, can you help me? St. Anne? St. Joseph? St. Francis? Guardian angel? Help us all please.

“Teach my heart to sing.” -this is from a hymn but I don’t know the name.

I see: Matthew 17:34.

Me: Where are your children?

Lord, was that the sixth bowl in my earlier dream? Does that mean war?

Lord God Almighty Father: Child, you have seen the refugees with nowhere to go, war across the lands, fire and brimstone. Yes, what is written must come to pass. Do not fear but feed My sheep.

Me: Am I to have food ready or something?

Lord God Almighty Father: You know famine is near. It is present already in many souls. Be ready but do not be afraid. Start with your own soul and then others. Salvation comes to those seek it.

September 15, 2022

Note: Upon waking I saw a line of angels. They were standing along a balcony or a ledge. All were wearing white robes. They were very serious. I heard nothing. The front ones had trumpets and those further back had bowls. Ths ones in front with trumpets had already played and were now looking back at the ones further down the line with the large bowls. The bowls were white, maybe marble, and they were as big as a wok. An angel poured a bowl out over the balcony. I want to say the sixth bowl was poured out, but I am not certain. When I saw this scene before months, maybe years ago I don’t remember, I saw no angels with bowls. I only saw the first part of the line of angels with trumpets and one of those trumpets was being sounded.

A little later that day:

Me: Dear God Father Almighty, thank you for this time together. Are there any words? Is what I saw before, is that what I saw? Do I have that right?

Where, oh where are your children?

Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter.

Me: What is this pain Lord?

It’s like a wave of sadness that I feel.

…are you sad, Lord? I’m sorry. I’m here. I know I’m nothing, but maybe the company of a nobody would help? I am your kid after all. Is that enough? I’m sorry I sin and cause you sadness. Help me get to confession soon, please. Guardian angel, please help me and my family with that.

Lord God Almighty Father: This wave of sadness, child, is the loss of focus on Me. Everyone is so busy they forget Me. So few visit. I am lonely. I am mistreated. Man forgets his place at My Feet. My Feet which have bled for you. My feet…

Note: I can’t hear. There is noise around me. Like maybe this is part of His loneliness, that it is so noisy.